I'll Bring You Down

In a few weeks, I'm going to face the biggest challenge of my life. It could be a sweet dream-come-true, but it could also be the begining of nightmare.

"It's not about what happened in the past, or what you think might happen in the future. It's about the ride, for Christ's sake. There is no point in going through all this crap, if your are not going to enjoy the ride. And you know what... when you least expect something great might come along. Something better then you even planned for."
[quoted from 'Along Came Polly']

I know myself is a little stressful lately. I was mean to my families, who was just trying to help or understand me. But this guy, Jim Noir, and his music relax me. With his 'My Patch' video, I would like to tell you that, to today, 11 July 2006, it's been a year since I started this blog. I appreciate people who keep visiting here. I've learned a lot from posting, and I hope you enjoy reading as well.

The idea of the title 'Just An Ordinary Guy' came from my favorite film, 'American Beauty'. Of course I'm not a 'guy'.

Lester Burnham: "Then I guess I'll have to throw in a sexual harassment charge."
Brad Dupree: "Against who? "
Lester Burnham: "Against YOU. Can you prove that you didn't offer to save my job if I let you blow me? "
Brad Dupree: "Man, you are one twisted fuck."
Lester Burnham:
"Nope, I'm just an ordinary guy with nothing to lose."